Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Hulk Baby

So since i found out i was pregnant and had all the regular preggo issues, fainting, stuff like that, my neice said i was getting Hulked by Jack Jack from the inside so my hands have been hurting like SHHIIIITTT since June. i mean SERIOUSLY. when i rotate my thumb i can feel the two bones on the side of my wrists popping out of place. i have been wearing wrist braces since then, on one hand and now since last week the other hand has started hurting. so i went to the doctor and he told me that i have this:


de Quervains tendonitis:


In addition to feelings of love and joy, some parents and caregivers experience severe pain in their wrists after welcoming home a new baby. Inflammation and pain caused by tendonitis could be to blame. Also known as mother’s thumb, de Quervain’s tendonitis affects the thumb tendon.
de Quervain’s tendonitis can affect anyone who performs a lot of handwork or repetitive hand movements. New mothers and grandmothers are particularly susceptible to pain at the base of the thumb because they’re more likely to repeatedly pick up their first child or grandchild. This explains how de Quervain’s tendonitis earned the nickname “mother’s thumb.”
Differences Between Carpal Tunnel Syndrome and de Quervain’s Tendonitis
Sometimes confused with carpal tunnel syndrome, de Quervain’s tendonitis is similar to other types of tendonitis caused by overuse. McEvoy explains the difference. “In carpal tunnel syndrome, pain is usually centered on the inside of your wrist where nerves and tendons pass through a narrow tunnel-like space,” McEvoy writes. “De Quervain’s tendonitis, however, involves just the thumb tendon, which runs through a canal at the base of the thumb at the back of the hand.”
Signs of de Quervain’s Tendonitis
McEvoy urges patients to look for these signs of mother’s thumb:
Pain and/or swelling on the wrist’s thumb side at the back of the wrist
Increased pain while forming a fist, grasping or holding objects, or turning the wrist
A snapping or catching feeling when moving the thumb, much like a trigger finger.


turns out lucky me, i have to get outpatient surgery so the dang doctor can fix the damn tendon and put it back in place. so its just great that not only did my son kick my ass while he was iN me but now since he is a supersized bundle of giggles, he kicks me ass outside too. i still love him to teeny tiny bits and pieces though! :)
How can u not love this face?

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Long Time Missin...

This is Zion...he loooves his Food Network, lol...Ignore the messy house lol.


Sorry for being gone for so long guys. I was told at my orientation at Target that my hours would pick up after my 2 weeks of training, and omg, i swear if i wasn't of age i would sue them for violation of child labor laws...i didnt even KNOW retail stores made people work more than 5 hours a shift. seriously. everytime i've been at that crap shack i've had to put in AT LEAST 7 hours. its actually kinda rude. i miss my child the WHOLE TIME im there and im sure i've gotten some complaints from either pregnant chicks, or chicks with infants, cuz i've gotten to the point where i stalk babies around the sales floor cuz i miss every little thing about my own lil baby lol. i'm also starting to miss being pregnant. and for some reason ALOT of preggo chicks come to my Target.

i miss:

1.having a big belly and being able to wear all types of tight cute shirts and not look gross, but look round and cute :)

2.Attention LOL

3.being able to sit down whenever i want to

4. feeling my baby move inside my belly


BUT I DO NOT want anymore kids for at least 5 years. so thats that..i can just miss it for all i care.


i need to find a new damn job cuz i cant do all this standing up. i have a flippin degree for bob's sake. and this is NOT gonna work.


on to my Zion related stuff:

Z-man turned 3 months a week and a half ago and he is growing up so flipping fast. he smiles all the time, and babbles all the time, and is just so interactive. He loves watching tv, particularly cooking channels and daytime tv. he is growing sooooo fast. he is in 4 diapers, hopefully for a while, and wearing 6-9 month stuff. he is a Hulk baby! and i love him to death. :)

Thursday, July 16, 2009

My Son better be a chef when he grows up!

I'm actually offended because Zion just bitched at me to put him back down in his bouncer so he could finish looking at the Barefoot Contessa. no, seriously. i was holding him and he was fussing and pushing away, so when i sat him back down in his bouncer, he hushed up and is now being very attentive at how to make a glazed chicken casserole. DISMISSED! lol

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Can i just PLEASE hit the lottery?!


man oh man. i woke up this morning, first off, i'm PISSED that i have to go back to work. it has OFFICIALLY been 12 weeks since i had Zion but DAMN, couldn't they give me a DAY to kiss on my lil man before i have to join the stupid workforce again?! but noooo...so i have to go to work tonight! :( ANYWAY...so i have to wash some clothes for Zion to wear and put in his diaper bag for his babysitter since he is a spit up monster, and i get up and put him in his bouncer so i can go downstairs and throw his clothes in the dryer and guess what? Cable is cut off AGAIN! im actually pretty pissed cuz i just got paid friday and if i had known it was gonna be like that i coulda just paid it but now i dont have any money so im cable-less, and my shit so stupid i can't even get REGULAR channels....dammit. so dvd's it is. my niece said she would give me like 60 bucks tomorrow, so if she does, im gonna have to take my happy ass right to Wal-Mart and send a money-gram to Directv so me and Zion can have our Rachel Ray, cuz he is SO not feeling my movie selection....argh.




I hate this. i can't wait until Zion's dad decides to stop being a bitch-asshole and we can get this child support stuff set up. he is so fucking ignorant, cuz he is trying to wait until he HAS to pay, and its just making it worse because he is going to HAVE to pay for these past 3 months, and shit, me and Zion are this close to being homeless...i have to pay this cable bill..my cell phone is gonna get cut off ANYDAY now, which is beyond stressful considering i have a child to worry about...all this would be soooo much easier if Zion's dad would just MAN up and help us out..fucker...but thats ok, cuz karma is a bitch, and it's gonna bite him in the ass one day soon...

Monday, July 13, 2009

Whoops LOL

My dad just knocked on my door and i was like "aw MANNN come ON! i gave u my last 200 bucks, i thought i was thru with you for a while" all in my head...come to find out he came over to bring me a photo album with the pics from my baby shower in a nice photo album...whoops LOL..the bitch in me is heavy ha ha!

Friday, July 10, 2009

I got paid today. My rent is due on the 15th of every month, but as all my Facebook friend should know, my dad is my landlord and he is IN MY ASS about his rent, which is realllly shitty cuz ever since i had Zion i have been having trouble keeping up with rent. my check is only about 320 bi-weekly, and ANYONE should realize that thats about 640 a month, and with my rent being 350....not so much to pay bills with. so you would think that my dad, being you know, my DAD, would give me a break till i find a better paying job, or at LEAST till my child support kicks in and not call me every freaking payday harassing me about paying rent. he calls me EVERY WEEK asking me if my money situation has gotten any better. are u serious? ummm...NO. what the heck do u think? i'm still on maternity leave, the economy is shitty, and i'm still supporting me and Zion on 640 a damn month! i got gas, electric, cell, internet, cable, house phone, and buying diapers and stuff for my son. its enuff to SCREAM! but i dont. i just look at my lil love bug, especially when he looks like this:

and i feel better about everything lol. but ANYWAY...this blog is about payday....so my dad stressed the hell outta me today and i ended up going to his house today to give him my last measly $200 and hopefully get his ass off my back. so after i gave him the money, i was like "yeah dad, thats all i have to my person, except this $2 in my pocket." and i guess he started feeling bad, so he comes back in the kitchen and drops $50 on the table. so my step mom comes in and gets Zion...which was part of my plan...i took Zion with me, hoping that in the event of seeing his grandson it would make Dad take pity on my broke ass...and i guess it helped lol, but anyway, she offers me a pot pie..(delicious), a Pepsi (thirst-quenching) and a Drumstick, the ice cream (deeelightful). of course, if youre a broke ass like me you never turn down free food, so i enjoyed every last bit of it. We ended up staying at Dad's house for 4 hours and Zion got to bond with his step-gma, which was reallllly cute and sweet, so i think i'm gonna try and take Zion over there more. PLUS when i left, i guess Pat, my step ma, felt bad for my broke single mama plight, cuz she slipped me $40! so i guess i'm gonna hold on to that money for WHEN my cell phone gets cut off..hopefully i can stretch it till next paycheck, but now, if not, i got "feeling guilty" money. cha-ching......

Thursday, July 9, 2009

FAT! 11 weeks and in 3's already...


My son is fat. At his last weigh in, when he was 8 weeks he was 13.9 lbs...yeah, so i'm sure he has to be at least 15 lbs by now...MAAAANNN....so i had to beg my mom to buy me a bag of pampers today cuz we were running REAL low, and i dont get my check till tomorrow, so she went and bought a box of Luvs..and here he is...note the belly hanging to the side, and over the top of the diaper...sometimes i wonder about me and my fellow bf'ing moms..(breastfeeding), "does our breastmilk have steroids in it or something?" LOL